A&M @ Galveston!

Had an amazing time visiting my future college! Learned a lot and realized how crazy life is getting, it's a little scary but I'm excited to transition from a young adult into a adult in the near future! Got to walk on the beach do a bit of shopping and just have a fun time with my other half Becky Bear! I'm doing some 30 day challenges to better get to know my self and just have a little fun with it! One of my new favorite songs is Gonna get there someday, by Dierks Bentley(go look it up!) Busy times coming up soon! Sat and di competition, family coming into town, and a new six weeks in school! I'm ready to head on in and try to pull through on top!

Weird part two.

Still feeling all gross and weird, down and unmotivated, I have way to much going on and am way toooooo stressed. Found a couple grey hairs over the past month, but that's normal for me. Been eating way to much, may just be that I stopped biting my nails(yay) and am trying to fill the habit with something else. Either way it needs to stop. My new book is getting quite good, i'm excited to continue it. On the upside, on Thursday im going to go visit my future(hopefully) college! I'm ready for a road trip with my lovely cousin to one of my favorite places! I need to find some new motivation, or a new hobby to help get me out of this funk. I keep having strong urges to just full fledged leave and never look back, it would be hard but people have done it before. I know I just need  to tough it out and persevere through it like I always have. No more running from my feelings and especially not my life here. I sure hope I can make it.

Weird

Been feeling quite weird this week so far, I'm feeling like I wanna give up and just get away and never come back. I feel like I need a change, a total and complete change. Like moving away or something, even though that's not going to happen. I'm just feeling really unmotivated and down. I'm hoping ill get out of this funk soon man. On another note, I want a treadmill!!!! I want to tone up for summer!! I have four months and I want to reach my goal! If I did it would make me have more self confidence and make me just an all around happier person!! On another another note I'm reading The Great Gatsby, which is pretty good so far, kinda confused though. Last night I started a book called A blue so dark, I bought it a while ago and I'm looking forward yo getting into it further! Anyways, song of the day sense I can't post it on my phone would have to be Stay- by Sugarland I really like them, even though its been a while sense I heard anything new from them! Maybe I need to get out more.

Willy nilly weekend

Got alot done this weekend, even though it seems like it was here and went rather quickly! Got another shelf up, my rooms starting to look amazing, I love the new book shelves that are up out of the way and over my bed. Saturday we did a lot of cleaning and a whole lot of nothing in between. Caught up on Lost, its getting pretty crazy, and i'm well kinda lost. Sunday we did some painting and a little shopping, got the new bathroom set stuff and put it up, its looking quite nice in there. Also got the super bowl party food, made some great wings and snack food, I feel like I gained 50 pounds -.-. Need to get back into the cardio! Becky made an appearance today, we caught up and watched Edward Scissor Hands again, pretty weird but funny movie. Also made a trip to good will, I didn't have time to go inside and look at the books, which made me pretty upset! Butttttt i'm ending my night withh some ginger ale (new addiction) and catching up on The Great Gatsby! Song of the day, Something about a truck (Kip Moore), also addicted to this song!