Rangers(:

I haven't blogged in forever, I'd have to say I kind of miss it! It's a pretty good day today, jeans day, rangers gear, and a laid back easy day(kinda). It's the best friends birthday today! Going out tonight with her and a few friends, hoping to have a good night tonight! I'm so sad, I finished my new favorite book a few days ago, it's over, and it was an amazing book! It's called Fatal Tide by Iris Johansen, it was the best one I have read in a while! Now I've started Utopia, by Lincoln Child, it's pretty good so far, haven't gotten to deep into it yet. I also recently bought Evolution Impossible, by Werner. I'm planning on getting settled down with that pretty soon too! I'm signing up for the SAT again in June, hoping to get a way better score! Ill be studying hard! I've also taken back to working out, jogging a mile a night on the treadmill, I think I need to defiantly step it up, bathing suit season is innnn!! And I don't want to wear a tank and surfer shorts anymore!! Anyways I'm kind of out of my rock phase and back to the good ole country music again, it's what I grew up with and it's what is staying(:! Ill have to get back on here and explain how the weekend went when its over!
*also addicted to black opps 2 now-.-
*song of the day would have to be Cruise, by Florida George line!!
*Rangers opening night, GO KINSLER!!

Been a While!(forgot to post almost a month ago, found it in the drafts XD)

Been quite a while sense I have blogged, I miss it! Not to much has been happening, took the Sat about a week ago, it wasnt as bad as I thought. Although every time I think i do goon on a test it ends up being all wrong. I'm pretty worried about those scores, but I know I can take it atleast two more times, so I can possibly get a higher score! Spring break was alright, seems like all I did was eat and play video games, I did start to go running with a friend, it was pretty hard on my never before running muscles! I'm really wanting to get a treadmill now! I'm liking this new game called Killing Floor, its pretty fun. Im also back into runescape again, we have our ups and downs. I'm ready for the weekend and its only Monday. Family's coming soon, i'm excited for them to arrive!

Sail!

So been a busy weekend, Had DI competition, didn't place but we had an amazing time! Finally bought a new washer, no more laundry mat for this chick! It should be here Tuesday! Tomorrow I have the English/Writing taks test, last year to take them and i'm hoping I will get commended on all of them! Next week is the SAT, I haven't even cracked open a book or bought my calculator, looks like i'm winging it! -.-
Haven't got much time to play Skyrim or Resident Evil lately been way to busy which makes me a little sad I was hoping I could get some in today but I ended up not being able to. Ah well. Anyways I think ill end my night with the one of my favorite movies ever! Surfs Up! Im going to get me my drawing for the day done, watch my movie and head off to bed! I kinda crapped out on my challenges, I still want to keep my drawing one alive though! Even though I stopped for a while and am still on day four I am going to continue!
Anyways before I head out for the night I must leave you guys with a amazing song! I love this song and cant stop listening to it! Plus its on the new commercial for Vikings on the history channel, it came on tonight and I didn't get to watch it but I recorded it so i'm looking forward to that! So here ya go!

A&M @ Galveston!

Had an amazing time visiting my future college! Learned a lot and realized how crazy life is getting, it's a little scary but I'm excited to transition from a young adult into a adult in the near future! Got to walk on the beach do a bit of shopping and just have a fun time with my other half Becky Bear! I'm doing some 30 day challenges to better get to know my self and just have a little fun with it! One of my new favorite songs is Gonna get there someday, by Dierks Bentley(go look it up!) Busy times coming up soon! Sat and di competition, family coming into town, and a new six weeks in school! I'm ready to head on in and try to pull through on top!

Weird part two.

Still feeling all gross and weird, down and unmotivated, I have way to much going on and am way toooooo stressed. Found a couple grey hairs over the past month, but that's normal for me. Been eating way to much, may just be that I stopped biting my nails(yay) and am trying to fill the habit with something else. Either way it needs to stop. My new book is getting quite good, i'm excited to continue it. On the upside, on Thursday im going to go visit my future(hopefully) college! I'm ready for a road trip with my lovely cousin to one of my favorite places! I need to find some new motivation, or a new hobby to help get me out of this funk. I keep having strong urges to just full fledged leave and never look back, it would be hard but people have done it before. I know I just need  to tough it out and persevere through it like I always have. No more running from my feelings and especially not my life here. I sure hope I can make it.

Weird

Been feeling quite weird this week so far, I'm feeling like I wanna give up and just get away and never come back. I feel like I need a change, a total and complete change. Like moving away or something, even though that's not going to happen. I'm just feeling really unmotivated and down. I'm hoping ill get out of this funk soon man. On another note, I want a treadmill!!!! I want to tone up for summer!! I have four months and I want to reach my goal! If I did it would make me have more self confidence and make me just an all around happier person!! On another another note I'm reading The Great Gatsby, which is pretty good so far, kinda confused though. Last night I started a book called A blue so dark, I bought it a while ago and I'm looking forward yo getting into it further! Anyways, song of the day sense I can't post it on my phone would have to be Stay- by Sugarland I really like them, even though its been a while sense I heard anything new from them! Maybe I need to get out more.

Willy nilly weekend

Got alot done this weekend, even though it seems like it was here and went rather quickly! Got another shelf up, my rooms starting to look amazing, I love the new book shelves that are up out of the way and over my bed. Saturday we did a lot of cleaning and a whole lot of nothing in between. Caught up on Lost, its getting pretty crazy, and i'm well kinda lost. Sunday we did some painting and a little shopping, got the new bathroom set stuff and put it up, its looking quite nice in there. Also got the super bowl party food, made some great wings and snack food, I feel like I gained 50 pounds -.-. Need to get back into the cardio! Becky made an appearance today, we caught up and watched Edward Scissor Hands again, pretty weird but funny movie. Also made a trip to good will, I didn't have time to go inside and look at the books, which made me pretty upset! Butttttt i'm ending my night withh some ginger ale (new addiction) and catching up on The Great Gatsby! Song of the day, Something about a truck (Kip Moore), also addicted to this song!