Still feeling all gross and weird, down and unmotivated, I have way to much going on and am way toooooo stressed. Found a couple grey hairs over the past month, but that's normal for me. Been eating way to much, may just be that I stopped biting my nails(yay) and am trying to fill the habit with something else. Either way it needs to stop. My new book is getting quite good, i'm excited to continue it. On the upside, on Thursday im going to go visit my future(hopefully) college! I'm ready for a road trip with my lovely cousin to one of my favorite places! I need to find some new motivation, or a new hobby to help get me out of this funk. I keep having strong urges to just full fledged leave and never look back, it would be hard but people have done it before. I know I just need to tough it out and persevere through it like I always have. No more running from my feelings and especially not my life here. I sure hope I can make it.
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